Today was really fun for the most part, I got to go see dead man walking at XU, the best feild trip i've ever been on.  It was soooooo fun. For those of you who don't know it was a really dramatic, slightly religious play, considering that the main character was a nun.  it was about a man on death row, man it was intense.. 

And we got to have a workshop with Pam Miers, a really acomplished actress, for sweeney, I'm putting her on my favorite person list.  and we started the quote of the day

all fun

Currently Playing Wake Up O Sleeper By Cool Hand Luke not really on this cd, but it's the right band, i forget the name of the song see related

todya was cool, had good parts and bad parts.  My famly and i went to Dave and busters, unfortunately we stopped at every place imaginable on the way, the games were good, of the time we were there, too bad i lost all the racing ones, i gave my prother all of my tickets cause i didn't want them and he took like 20 minates to find what he wanted, but then again I would have spent all of them on the little rubber piggs and created a shrine or burned them at the stake or something crazy, it was cool.  i'm making it sound really booring thought, probably cause i'm tired and i still have homework cause i was procrastinating the whole weekend

HEHE- i was so lazy

I gained 5 pounds oops!!

wow this week has been cool i guess.....????

Whatever, it was just a big blur, probably because i wanted it to be over so much....long weekend....and now it's here YES!!!!!!!! THANK GOD FOR LONG WEEKENDS the only bad thing is that long weekend make me procrastinate like no other, so i think i'll stay up doing some work, theres not much.. i am finding nothing to talk about... i'm bored, it's so hard to write when i'm not mad, oh well..

I was at church today and i saw all these little kids wearing all of this ambercrombe and american eagle stuff, what kinda parents buy their 4 years olds really expensive clothing i mean it'll last them what 2 months before they grow out of them.  and i saw this little girl wearing this fur coat. it made me soooo mad, if that were real fur! oh man....... they killed animals to make this little coat that will be worn by some little girl who doesn't understand where it came from or what things died so she could wear it for a few months in the winter and then next year grow out of it and let it sit in the attic to be dirty and dusty when it could be living and happy in the wilderness,  but then again if it wan't fur then i have no hard feelings about it and i would have no enemy so i would have to go after the bigg preppy places that make skanky outfits for 4 yearolds.

and plus at that mass there were all these babies crying constantly, i can only think of stupid parents who can't take their kids to the "quiet room" or whatever it's called so that we couldn't hear them... the whole mass their were little kids dropping cherrios all over the floor and turning the pages of their picture books (wow i'm getting really antisociety)  and talking to eachother....grrrrr

so obviously i didn't get much out of that mass and wow i wrote all that!!! cooollll peace out have fun during presidents day!

toodles

    Ok i feeling less mad at the world so i can talk..

     I kinda hate life right now... i go through stages, i think i'm just tired which got me pissed in like a few minutes which shouldn't happen i know. It just pushed me off the edge when he started marking up stuff my quiz for things he didn't tell us were wrong because it was "common sence" but most of u have no idea what i'm talking aboutm but thats okay. 

     And i'm feeling emo/guilty, cause my gf won't even tell me whats going on, or my phone could just be eternally skrewed and i could be over reacting. But valentines day is comming so i want to know if we're going anywhere.  I hate messed up relationships, i really have not had a quility face to face conversation for like forever.  Too much e-mailing and im-ing the thing that sux is that my best friend to talk too about anything lives out in north carolina so that ruins stuff. I miss her soo ooooo soooosooo ,much, and i haven't seen gf in like a month.  I'm on the verge of tears, I wonder whats doing this to me,

     stress that's it, and emo music weird combination. But if my teachers tell me that i'm stupid even though i take all the freeking hard classes and i have bad work habits, and even though they're talking to the whole class i hate itm, but u know what i hate more, acting like i am happy and cute all the time so i can get good college recomendations, even though i shouldn't even be thinking about that right now... pppooooppp

What kinda world has america createdwhy don't they just stick us in little plastic tanks like in the matrix and suck us for what we're worth.

i feel cold and horrible

       Wow stuff has been going on... First of all the basketball game,  We won of course, and we got one of our guys kicked out....don't really know why. Oh well

well other lots of things have happened this week:
1. I am beginning to hate my teachers more and more

2. I had someone read my palm and i found out that i was destined to die early and be poor

3. I got a cold thats still biting my ass and won't let go

4. And i am currently watching my personal life deteriorate before my eyes, because my gf still won't pick up the phone, and i have no idea why

so much for being a happy day...I'm going emo untill i die young and poor

hazoooba!!!!!