Ok i feeling less mad at the world so i can talk..

     I kinda hate life right now... i go through stages, i think i'm just tired which got me pissed in like a few minutes which shouldn't happen i know. It just pushed me off the edge when he started marking up stuff my quiz for things he didn't tell us were wrong because it was "common sence" but most of u have no idea what i'm talking aboutm but thats okay. 

     And i'm feeling emo/guilty, cause my gf won't even tell me whats going on, or my phone could just be eternally skrewed and i could be over reacting. But valentines day is comming so i want to know if we're going anywhere.  I hate messed up relationships, i really have not had a quility face to face conversation for like forever.  Too much e-mailing and im-ing the thing that sux is that my best friend to talk too about anything lives out in north carolina so that ruins stuff. I miss her soo ooooo soooosooo ,much, and i haven't seen gf in like a month.  I'm on the verge of tears, I wonder whats doing this to me,

     stress that's it, and emo music weird combination. But if my teachers tell me that i'm stupid even though i take all the freeking hard classes and i have bad work habits, and even though they're talking to the whole class i hate itm, but u know what i hate more, acting like i am happy and cute all the time so i can get good college recomendations, even though i shouldn't even be thinking about that right now... pppooooppp

What kinda world has america createdwhy don't they just stick us in little plastic tanks like in the matrix and suck us for what we're worth.

i feel cold and horrible